am i a freak???

i'm a loner. that's why i don't have many friends. i used to do all the things by myself. i know it looks like i don't need anyone to help me but actually i really need them. i can say that i am loyal to my friends but i don't know whether they did the same to me. because of that, i often create a scenario in my mind where i become the star. and u know what?!?! even in the scenario i'm still a loner. i live my life so humble with few basic things to survive and i dont interact so much with people surrrounds me. i think i close myself from anyone. the point is i am so introvert.